Like many Bangladeshi women, I was raised to highly value modesty.
However, over time, the concept of "modesty" became distorted, implying "meekness" and suggesting that a lack of self-worth necessitates humility.
There is a difference between humility and modesty. One is a state of mind, personally dictated, belonging to me. The other is a performance that centres a stranger’s perspective, making me less of a person.
The image of a meek woman has been glorified in Bangladeshi culture and beyond, resulting in stigma for women in professional and personal matters.
A woman who sacrifices her own needs and desires is often seen as having merit, even if it means diminishing her own personhood.
Despite growing up abroad, I was taught to view myself through the eyes of others, rather than forging my own identity.
Author's summary: Modesty is often misconstrued as meekness, affecting women's self-worth.